So, OK I'm totally feeling better. More interested in "everything." Not cynical when I smile. I even laughed today, genuinely! I want to know if it's the "Extra Strength" valerian sleepytime tea, or the 6 ibuprofen daily, or the "topical" progesterone.... the world may never know. But, in combination, these three miracles of modern science have combined to make my world a happier place.
I still think that not having two houses, winning a limited lottery (just enough to pay off the bills), and an extreme makeover on me, my family and my house, would just about be the bomb.